Let It Go

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday

Without you, I'm seeing myself so differently

Tell me, what is LOVE?

This is a question, that I really can't answer for now. 

I passed by to a place where, I used to go in there everytime when I'm free, everytime when I wanna see her.

I saw a car when I was passing through, the number plate was so familiar, yes, it was the car she drove.

I knew she was there, of course she was there.

I found a place just outside the university campus, I stopped there, talking on the phone.

What I really didn't expect was, I saw her. She was walking with her housemates from the photocopy shop.

I admit, I did influenced and got affected to see her.

But all I can do was just, pretend that I didn't see her, how pathetic.

Well, after all had happened, 

I really, decided to let go. 

There is no point for me to hold on, to be stucked .

To be honest, it doesn't feel good at all, in fact, I suffered damn a lot.

And now, I am very happy that , 

I'm adopting the changes very well.

In fact, I'm really happy of where I am now.

I really, do.

Chances given, hopes risen, and broken.

I just need to move on, 

Lead my own life, 

To be where I wanna be, 

To do what I wanna do.

Good memories will be kept, 

But most of it, will be forgotten.

From this relationship, one of the good thing is

I've learnt, 

I've learnt a lot, really.

And I need to make a promise to myself that

I would never, ever make the same mistakes again.

Ever.

So, 

Here I am, 

Going to a new chapter in my life.

I'm happy that, 

I can have a good sleep every night now, 

I admit everyday, I'm still affected by thinking of her 

But, I know, 

I getting out of it now, 

And TIME, 

Will heal, will prove everything right !

All I need, is just some patience, and faith for myself ! 

Luckily, it happens at the right time

While focusing on the coming exams

1 month semester break, 

Will be the best time for me to let everything go, 

Get myself free from all these.

I wanna live for myself ! 

Not for others, at least for now. 

I wanna focus on what I need to focus now!

And gosh ! 

I really have a lot of things to be done!

And I'm glad, all these things happened, 

Cause I've found my direction!

Again, All the best to me ! 

All Iz WELL :)

Thank you,  and goodbye.