Maybe, just maybe

WE have done a lot of growing up

WE were never meant to be together

Such a gloomy day today isn't it?

I didn't even see the sun today ! 

Whole day, was just raining, and raining

Spent 2 hours of my morning just to wash my car!

Damn, seriously! 

I wasn't that dirty but somehow I just used that much time for it 

Now it's clean, of course. And the hours spent were just worth it !

Next, it was just slow and dull

I didn't have the appetite to eat my lunch

Thanks to somebody, my lunch was not wasted. :)

I suddenly have the urge to go to Starbucks, 

Got myself a JAVACHIP, 

Sat down, relax myself, and unwind

And yea, read my notes.

 my favourite Javachip and Hazelnut Hot Chocolate! :)

I didn't stayed there for long time though, 

Almost 2 hours I think, 

I left, and went to my uni, to settle some small stuff.

Somehow, the terrible feeling I have just couldn't get away,

I decided to came back home.

Took a short nap, 

Seriously, I felt much better after the nap.

Mom prepared a really simple porridge

Which it's exactly what I want

I still didn't have the appetite to eat

But at least, porridge was not that heavy

I seriously don't know what's wrong with me this whole day

Because of the weather ? Or some other factor ?

I don't know.

What I wanna do now is, get myself a really nice shower

And study later

Exams is just 2 days away, 

Can't afford to waste more time.

 Xiao He :)

Pray hard for myself !

Hope I can get better real soon.